Trying to find my...I'm trying to figure how push towards my calling... I'm sticking to Graphic design.i believe i'm called to do that because i keep coming back to it. I love kids, My passion is working with children. however i'm feeling that the day care i work for isn't my calling for that area. I love the kids i work for to bits, but i feel as if my passion is for the kids at Sonshine club, I'm torn when i cant make it or, i can only stay for 20 mins, I want to help Jessica get stuff ready for each club! I have a friend who is going to talk to a guy about maybe having me intern with him, or something like that,then if that falls into place, I could quit my job, do that, get a part time-job, help Jessica when possible, and go to club...Go to school again " of course" problem:: won't be making as much money.. and esp if i'm going to be getting married sometime hopefully with in the next couple years, i need to be saving up. its not cheep. I was looking at houses/apartments because pastor jim suggested we do that, to get an idea, etc. and a 1 bedroom apartment is 415, plus 20 dollars a month for each cat and i have 2, luke wants to take both of them with us.. haha. it would be a lot cheeper to buy a house, but still expensive...Well give me your comments on all this stuff....tata

great news

I got a job!

I start working at Northside Christian Church, tomorrow. i am teacher assistent!

So Courtney what's new in your life?

Well, since you asked...

I Still Don't have a job. I think Ive realized that nobody in springfield wants me... Ususally people dont want a job, I mean I dont "want" one, I need one, I have bills that I dont have money to pay them, I dont even have money for gas. I have tryed pretty much every where I can think of.

I just got back from sonshine camp last week, I was exsauted (sp) so I didnt update.


I am trying to decide what I should do about school, should I go back next year or should I Just quit..
So on a good note, Luke and I started meeting with pastor Jim last wed. so that is exiting... if you dont know what I am talking about think about it

More Bad News.

Yesterday, I found out that my Grandpa had died. My parents are in michigan helping my grandma plan the funeral. Luke and I will be going up there sometime early tuesday morning. i figured it would be better to go in the morning. The Funeral Is Tuesday after noon at 1 o' clock. We'll stay the night at my aunts and the head back wednesday sometime.
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I've had so much bad news lately, Cant I get any good? Can't anything good happen to me?
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I'll miss These guys-Horse mann, snowhill, and wader park

so, yeah

So I went to work today just to find out that i am being "Laid off" which basicly means I got fired. not becuase i did something wrong, but because the sales were horriable and they didnt need me anymore. So now i am with out a job. Not the best time. but i guess not the worse. It is going to be hard to find a job in the summer, its been hard to find a job in springfield. so yeah. I have bills to pay. i have the money. but now i have to watch what i spend. so yeah,.. new chapter in my life

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If you dont already know or i havent told you yet.
Over the weekend my car got broken into.
they took my sony mp3 cd player, and most of my cd's that were in my car.
Good thing most of the cd's that were stolen were burned. but they took my mxpx cd's, skillet, and lincoln brewster cd, I dont know what other real cds they took, (stil tring to figure out what i had in there. i dont care about the burned as much.
They only left like 5 cds. Plumb, Aaron shurts ( real cds), elvate '06, sum 41, and kelly clarkson(burned). i was guessing they left the ones that looked christian or that they didnt like.. so yeah looking for a cd player now.. as of now my ipod is my stero system, the system that only i can hear! haha

what job i want.

i know there are a few people who have told me that this is a stupid idea of what kind of a job I want...

Ok, I know this job doesnt pay good at all, but I want to be a Wife and a Mother. I know it doesnt seem like a job, but it really is. It is alot of work to raise and take care of kids..

Ive felt like this since i was real young..

Now this doesnt mean i wont have little jobs, i mean that i want the job of being a wife and a mother to be the main gig.

there i have it, be mad if ya want.